So long since i've updated my blog. No idea what to say.But alot has happened. Good and bad. Back to school now. It feels like everything's starting all over again.

And somehow, within me.

I hope everything can come to a stop.

Struggling feelings. Weeping nights.

Stagnant heartache.

Well hidden inside me. Somewhere.

Away from all my ego and pride.

It's like an endless doorway. No endings, no exits.

I'm hurting somewhere inside.

Aware yet unable to admit.

I see where the future is heading.

Yet i cant make myself turn back.

Each and everytime.

do you see it ?

"我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里

舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力

不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你"