Sometimes when we touch
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youthAnd sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlesslyAt times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides==============================
so true.so sincere.
it makes me wonder.whether i ought to do the same.
lying here. your scent surrounds my heart. And i got reminded of our countless hugs and
countless talks. do i want to stay ? i've been staying away from the question for very long.
maybe i do want to stay.but something about you is making me stay away. at times i understand howhard you tried. BUT. is it enough ? i'm like someone searching for the one i sld belong to. guys get tired of girls easily don't they. and where do i end my search ? you ? or you the one ? no longer sure of where i'm heading.No longer sure of what i'm doing. there's also some part of you that i just can't bear. Each time i mention something.It's because of all these that are keeping me away.So now.. where do i belong ?
and to you.
sorry.i can't give you an answer right now.it would be very unfair to you i if i were to say yes. but i know there are some parts of him that he'll never change or me.No matter how hard i try. Now.It's only up to me to decide if i can over come this obstacle. i know you were very good to me. Give me some time. I'll give you an answer soon.
♥ Friday, November 28, 2008
