Hurt by facades of life

Scarred by blades of surreality

Who's the passerby?

And who's to stay for good ?

yeap.agree i was pretty emotional these few months.sorry sorry to my friends and those who cared.i'll be fine.i promise.and to the someone so dear in my life, it's okay that you didn't see my message that time. i wouldn't expect u to be there all the while (: i know it's too selfish.there's just some things in life that's meant to be faced alone i presume.(: haha.and to dear kuku !! i'm sad okay !!!! because u aren't sharing ur troubles with me.yeap.i know i have burdens to bear and u don't wanna trouble me or make me more worried.but i'll rather u share with me and make you feel better you know. i'll always be there for you not because of anything.but because you need it and you are worth it ya.yes,i'll be worried.but don't

EVER DO THAT AGAIN OKAY !!

hmmm.and true.maybe i should learn to cry my heart out when it really hurts inside instead of laughing my head off, behaving as if nothing happened.ffuck,but i just can't learn to share my burden. sorry dear. and it's okay to you too zhiying.i know you want to be there for me 24/7 too.but u just can't due to ur family.i can understand and i'll stand strong.no matter what.i won't let myself fall.Never.

Met out with my dear zhiying last week on our nation's bday (: wanted to go sing but ended up eating dimsim.haha.yummydofu.yummyprawns. (: and we chatted and chatted.updated each other on what's been happening. all the unhappy stuffs :( thank you for lending me ur big big ear !! hope your photoshooot goes well. was very hmmm..i should say touched that day.because of one super super great guy.haha.THANKS DEAR FRIEND !! i never knew that u understood me well.hhahahahahaha..HAHA.lol.thanks.i mean it.and i'll be fine yup.just emotional hiccups now and then.but i'll make it (: haha..then went shopping with zhiying around chinatown....wanted to get her to accompany me to go drinking at CLarke Quay actually.But she's got to go soon.Weisong and gang is also looking to coming to drink with us too. but hahahah.......we all never go drink in the end,haha.so it's okay.went to meet up with Jovan, Eileen and Jian Wen instead to pool. Auntie Helen quitted :( haha.and shifu n i owned the games.whee !!had a bit of drama due to my er...not very appropariate attire which drew attention.lol.ahahaha.saw Jason (: hahaha..funny dude which i've not seen for sooooooooooooooo long.hahah.......still as lok kok as ever though :P better not let him read this.haha.shhhh..hahaha.he smsed shifu halfway in the game to tell him taht he saw us.haha..but i nv say hello :s hhaha then we left le.cause wanglimei's got curfew to be home by 12 and Jovan drove me back. :( misses him already.bet eileen feels the same way.can't wait for him to come visit again (: hahha

ok....pictures !